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Wouldn't life be perfect if sweatpants were sexy ,

Monday mornings were fun ,

Junk food and ice-cream didn't make you fat ,

Girls didn't cause drama ,

Boys weren't so hurtful and confusing ,

Nothing was regretable ,

And goodbyes only meant till tomorrow .

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Bamboo Updates !!

Bamboo with my girls *

Love em' :)

Christmas Updates !! ( 2007 )

Since i have so much time on my hands and since im always at home , i'll have more time to blog .. so you'll be hearing allot more from me :)

I haven't got chance to blog bout my Christmas , My Birthday and New Years .

. my aunt , grandma and mum .

. my grandma , mum and uncle .

. love em' .

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Current Status : Emotionally Unstable .

Currently Listening to : Anna Nalick - Wreck of the Day .

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Hardsequence Back in Black 2008

Fucking shit !!

Cause of my ankle i can't go :( . Apparently my boyfriend's cousin , Ganjaguru is spinning too . I'm a fan but guess i gotta stay home and rott .

ENJOY !!! :) *

Baby Dinky *

~ My Pride and Joy ~

For those of you who don't know , this is my cat . His name is Dinky . His my baby , I've had him since i was standard 4 . . which would be about 10 years adey .
The story of how i got him was simple , when i was standard for my maid left and went back to the Philippines . . and considering that I'm the only child i got so emo and lonely . . so my parents let me have a pet to fill the empty void . I adopted him from PAWS . He was my first pet and his my baby :)
Wat i love about him the most is that his so fat and lazy !!! . He is the true Garfield ... hahaha .

R.I.P Chan Kay Tat .

In loving memory of CHAN KAY TAT
( 1987 - 2008 )

He was a dear friend , a good son and a caring brother . But above everything , he was loved by all . He passed away in Damansara Medical Specialist on the 26th of Jan ( Saturday ) at around 6 something . The cause of his death was Denggi . His passing was a tragic loss to everyone . Till today i still cant believe it . Feels so unreal . Every ones heart still aches .
I haven't been sleeping well for the past few days . Kay Tat's passing was so traumatizing . I went with Bear to the hospital on Saturday and I went to the Nirvana place yesterday .
His passin had such a big impact on everyone . I hope he knows how much we all love him .

May you rest in peace ~
- Kay Tat , You will be in my heart - Always and forever .

What my name would have been * ~

Abigail Thien May-Jiuan , that's my name .

But yesterday i found out some stuff from my mum . Well , for those of you who don't know ... My dad is Chinese and my mum is Eurasian / Portuguese . So therefor i'm mixed , but technically in this country every child must follow the fathers side . Normally that means you follow your fathers race and your fathers name .

Neways since my mothers side is Eurasian / Portuguese , they have the benefit of having ASB ( ) . But since I have a Chinese name i'm not allowed to have ASB . What i found out from my mum is that she originally wanted to put my name as Abigail Silva Thien , so i'll have ASB in the future . I was so shocked and at the same time asking my mother why she didnt give me that name . Silva is my mother's sides family name . But my father wanted me to have a chinese name . Dont get me wrong , i love my name... but the thought that i could have ASB but i didn't is kinda depressing . I mean c'mon , the benefits are really good and the interest is damn high .

Guess everything happens for a reason .

The little things i'm missing *

SO EMO ...

Bum bum , you know who you are .. If your reading , I'm missing you . .

Hmmm , As you all know i had to go back to the hospital yesterday for a routine check up . And i gotta go back again next Friday . Neways the Doctor took out the dressing and the bandage . He said to leave it like that so the wound can dry . The cut is long but it doesnt really look that deep , but imagine how deep it had to be for the Doctor to screw my bone back togther .



Since im stuck at home , i've been thingking and missing loads of things . This accident has really opened my eyes . I'm really gonna start being productive after this . I'm going to start going to the gym , cause apparently im really putting on weight by just staying at home like this .

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1. I'm missing foosball !! . I haven't touched a foosball table for months adey and i'm not going to be able to touch it for another few months . And i miss bum bum , who always used to foos with me .

2. I'm missing chillin in McD's till 6 a.m in the morning .


3. Missing terrorizing people with Sarny .


4. Going shopping with Su .


5. Those big dinners with the girls .

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terrified ~

In another 5 hours i'll have to go to SJMC to check bout ankle . The doctor said i have to go back there after a week for a check up . Yeap , its been only 1 week since i've been out of the hospital . Feels like ages larr . I know i'm actually supposed to be sleeping right now but im having sleeping problems . Mandy and Pao Yu stayed over , their sleeping in the hall right now . Bear's also sleeping on my bed , apparently he has a really bad fever . hmmm , hopefully i dont get fever , its gonna be twice as bad with my ankle like this .

so so tired

Gotta sleep early today cause tomoro nana and godma coming to spend the day here . I slept for 6 hours yesterday . so im dead tired but i cant sleep..

Everyone came over again , they actually just left not long ago . Played Mah Jong to kill time , we were so blank but it was fun :)

Apparently Su and Mandy were telling me bout this slut that their working with in Celebrity Fitness in Bangsar Village . Im not gonna mention any names , but according to them she goes around the office just flirting and throwing herself at people and fellow employes . I couldn't believe the stories i've heard .

Well , im gonna have a cigg than im off to bed . Nitey nyte everyone , or should i say good morning <3

Same routine , but different day .

Well , everything is the same just different day . I sleep , wake up , bath , eat , watch tv than sleep again . Its not that im not enjoying just lazing around , watching tele the whole day and eating . I am !! Or i thought i was . But its just starting to get miserable cause i cant do anything for my self and i feel so lifeless . Maybe i'm just making to much of a big deal bout it , cause im sure some of you would rather have the life i'm living now . Maybe i'm just miserable for now . Or maybe when i fully recover and have to go back to my old life , i'll miss this . Yeap , i think that when everything is back to normal i'll probably miss lazing around like this and just watching tv the whole day with nothing on the outside world bothering me . Well , all i can say is that i'm partly hating this but at the same time im loving it .

I have also been thinking and worrying alot . I've been thinking bout allot of other stuff that i'm not going to state here . Well , atleast not for now . But the main issue to me now is whether my ankle is going to be okay and the same as before . I'm worried that i might not be able to wear 4 inch or 5 inch heals whenever i want . I cant live without my heals . To me , that is wat makes a woman more feminine . Call me crazy , but could you go on without wearing high heals anymore ?? What would i do when i dress up for occasions and those nights when me and my girls hit the town . Again , maybe its just me being really paranoid . There are so many things running through my mind that i wont be able to do cause of the injury to my ankle .

On another note , Su , Didi , Sarny and Bear came to visit me again last nyte . They've all done so many things for me . Su's currently working in Celebrity Fitness so she's become a busy woman . Mandy's working there aswell but she joined after Su . They have to wear these purple dresses with heals . So i heard that Mandy was going to get her uniform today . hehehe ... I would love to see Mandy in a dress and heals cause all this while i've known her i've never ever seen her wearing something remotely close to that . So i'm crossing my fingers that i willl :)

. all smoking in my toilet and Sarny so happens to be sitting on the toilet bowl .

. I have no idea wat sarny is so exited about , maybe her shit came out ?? .

. errm , no words can describe this picture .

pao's shocking picture and the story behind sarny's face . hahahahaha

Well , i was looking through blogs and i found this picture of my dearest Pao Yu. During her trip in Langkawi she actually wore a bikini top without a shirt over it . I was shocked when i saw the picture , but i must definitely say that i'm so proud of her :) .

Now comes the 2nd part , there once lived a girl named Sarny . This dirty slut wasn't very pretty.. wakakakaka :) , but i still love you baby!! . Neways moving on... once she realized that her looks were very extraordinary , she decided to seek help.. and to get it fixed by Dr. Terchi Nam Murti .. hahahah . hehe , So here goes......

1 . As u can see her lips are gigantic and abit out of perportion . Her eyes are too sepet , and god knows her nose needs some fixing too . hahaha


2 . As u can see here at the second picture , Dr. Terchi Nam Murti has done a good job on the lips... it looks more humanly.. and the nose has been twisted into a better place. hahaha


3. The final result. Amazing ain't it , the Dr. pulled her eye lids and massaged it for several hours . She looks almost normal dont you think ? . hahahaha..

. The many faces of Sarny , Apparently she's like a chameleon .

Imagine all the pain she went throught.. My heart goes out to her , where ever that lil girl is . hahaha

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Actually , Sarny herself gave me the idea to do a post like this.. What can i say , she's in deep need of attention.. hahaha.. Nah , but jokes all aside i love her to death :) . She makes me laugh and cracks me up like there is no tomorrow .

bored as hell ~

Its only been the 3rd day that i've been back home from the hospital without going out due to my injury and im already bored out of my skull . God knows how im going to survive 2 and a half months at home . Hmmm , altho me spending all my time at home would give me more time to blog bout my past events like chirstmas , new years and my birthday (which i've been wanting to post for quite long ).. but apparently im too lazy and would rather sit infront of the tele watching dvd's and eating chocolate :)

Jesus , im turning into a couch potato. But ya'll gotta understand than i cant walk around and be productive like how i was . Im tecnically in rehab :( . Hopefully i dont turn fat within these next 2 months due to the sitting and eating so much . It'll be alot more work to get rid of the fats when i fully recover . But oh well , exersice is good .

- much love to all , better keep me updated bout wats happening in the outside world

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in rehab

Im at home sweet home after 4 days in the hospital. I felt good that im back at a familiar place. And i adore my friends fo rmaking my first day back after my surgery so special. I came home had a good bath than i dozed of on the couch infront of the tv. When i opened my eyes Sarny and Ajim were sititng ryte infront of me waiting for me to wake up. its was sweet of them . They actually entertained themselves for an hour while i was sleeping just to come visit me. not long after that Bear came . them Mandy and Pao came cause they came back form their holiday in Langkawi bringing Apin along. Didi came after her work and Moe appeared and surprised me with chocolate chip cookies.

Mandy and Pao came back with loads of goodies. Eveyone had ciggs, alcohol and chocolates :)
Not long after i got a call from Nick asking what heppened to me. Apparently news spreads fast, but Noel told me that his sister told him.. hehe . " Hey joanne , how are you cutie :) ? "
So Nick and Noel dropped by with Bert. Its was so good seeing them after ages. My house was full of noise , and thats how i like it :)

Neways now that im at home its gonna be hard to smoke altho my parents knows i smoke but its still manners not to do it. But i'll never forget how my Nana helped me to smoke in my room in the hospital when my parents left. She took the trouble to open the windows for me and even to fan the smoke out. She's awesome , the best granny in the world to me. I know she'd go throught heaven and hell for me.

Well , my dad went to coll today aswell to see the head of department about me absense. My dad talked to her and i deferred this semester cause of my injury. My injury takes bout 3 months , and this semester is also bout 3 months.

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im finally leaving the hospital today.I couldn't be happier but... My grandmother stayed with me through out my stay here so when i go home its gonna be really lonely for me :(

She even celebrated her birthday in the hospital cause she was looking after me and she didnt want me to be alone . So much lovee <3
:)

im hospitalized ;(

Well , now i have a metal plate in my ankle with 6 screws . It was considered a small fall but a very big damage.. I'm still feeling so sad . i was admitted in hospital on Monday . i had my fall on Sunday at around 2 a.m . All because i just missed a step and i fell on my ankle. I've got so much regret in me ryte now , if only i could turn back time .

Straight after my fall there was not much doctors open so the closest doctor would be Mediveron at Sea Park . it was my first time there , my advice is never go back there!! Its freaking expensive and the doctor was having mood swings . It was an Indian or Punjabi man , Su and Ken followed me in the doctors room to check . That stupid doctor didn't even check my leg , he just gave me pain killers and cough medicine . damn stupid... and the way he talked to us was like we were dumb or something..and it natural for me to ask allot of questions right ? well his exact words were " your not listening to what I'm saying , medicine is very easy , its one of the easiest things to understand ". damn fucked up , than i started giving pantat face larr..

Than the next day i went for a 2ND opinion. I went to Dr.Ronnie in Mayang on Sunday . He was good and he gave me recommendation to see a doctor in Megah Specialist. On Monday i headed to Megah Specialist to get an X-ray.

Turns out the i broke the small ankle bone . Straight away after that i got admitted to Jaya Medical Centre cause i needed SURGERY. I started crying like shit cause i was so freaking scared. I checked in the hospital around 5 p.m and my Surgery was at 10 p.m. They had to operate and put a metal plate in my ankle with 6 screws. My family has been here with me and my grandmother has been sleeping here with me cause I'm to scared to stay here alone . I LOVE MY NANA. Friends and boyfrined have been really supportive as well. The pain is killin me like hell , i really dunno how im gonnna survive this.

Im home sick , i haven't smoked for alomost 3 days and i'm in pain :(

so sad :(

so many things to blog bout but so little time .

I recently fell down and hurt my ankle . Its fucking swollen and i can't even walk now . Tomorrow i got to get an x-ray done. Fucking shit!! . if i need to wear a cast im gonna cry my eyes out . I cant drive , i cant walk , i cant go out..i can't fucking do anything . arrghhh... i dunno how im even gonna go to coll . well , now im confined to stay at home until god knows when. sigh.

Just wanna say thanks to Ken , Evonne , Sarny , Su , Didi , Mandy , Pao and Moe for being there and carrying me around everywhere . but Im still so god damn fucking sad . guess i wont be terrorizing anyone till i get better .

busy busy busy .

SU'S BACK !! :)

Neways i've been so busy that i dont have anytime for my blog . i've got loads of pics to post . i promise i'll post everything up soon..

<3 .